so even after I had a great start yesterday with starting my blog and feeling so happy, my day ended on a blah note! i did not get my run in at lunch as I had planned so when I don't run, i get grumpy. then i get home and was totally disappointed in my dinner. We bought already made salmon kabobs which looked great. My husband seasoned them and broiled them and then i ate one and it tasted so fishy so i almost puked. now this is coming from someone who loves sushi! so when i say fishy i mean nasty fishy! so i was upset with dinner. then i proceeded to have a few drinks and at a sandwich at like 10 pm. horrible. i felt like crap going to bed. i kept telling myself that tomorrow is another day. just get up and get back on track. one bad day is not going to ruin everything.
so i got up this morning feeling like poop for the bad choices that i made before going to bed. Then i get to work. My job, well let's just say that I am totally not satisfied with the work that I am doing. I feel like I am not needed where I work and that I am underutilized. Im kind of tired of this and I need to move on. Im so sick of favoritism. Being in a bad mood at work really puts me in a bad state of mind. Im frustrated at work, so i feel worthless which i know I am not. I just need to find a more fulfilling job.
anyway im just wasting time waiting for lunch to roll around so i can go and play tennis with a friend. this will get me back into the happy place that i need to be! it will clear my mind and get me back on track! im going to make the best out of the rest of my day!