so my job has me completely frustrated with everything in life right now. I hate where I work and I really have problems with most of the people that I work with because they are lazy and don't do what they are supposed to do. It is really starting to take a toll on me and the rest of my life. Im frustrated all the time and then i end up being frustrated when I get off work and then when I get home. i just don't have the time to ever just unwind from the stresses that built up over the course of the day. My typical day: I get up in the am, get myself ready, make breakfast for everyone, pack lunches, feed the pets, let the dog out, finish getting the kids ready, take them to daycare, go to work, deal with complete disrespectful dumbasses at work, go straight from work to pick the kids up from daycare to home to make dinner to getting kiddos ready for bed to bedtime routines which really stink right now and then off to get things ready for the next day. By the time Im done its almost 10 pm which is when i go to bed since I get up at 4 every morning only to start the cycle over again. I really needed to win the mega millions last night so that i could be a stay at home mom to my two amazing kiddos who are suffering right now because mommy is just not all there lately.
To relieve some of my stresses i run. Unfortunately the only real time that I get to run is during lunch at work since by the time I get home at night it's dark and when I say dark, I mean that my neighborhood is completely pitch black once the sun goes down. I did not get to run yesterday at lunch but I did go for a run on the treadmill last night. My relationship with a treadmill is not a good one. They bore the ever living daylights out of me. I can not stand running in one spot in my basement facing a white wall for long periods of time. I only did 3 miles but I did 3 miles of sprints and hill climbs and i did it right after dinner so im surprised I even made it that far without puking.
so now for the title of my blog: today is a new day. I hope to have a better day today and maybe even look for a new job. I brought my running things today so i can run during lunch. i have to really kick my butt into gear so I am ready to run the 26.2 miles that lay ahead of me on March 20th! Yikes!!! anyway I plan to run 7-8 miles today during lunch and keep with my healthy eating! here's to hopefully a better day!